I really want to thank you guys, when i look back now on how i felt then, it was total despair, even when things started turning around i felt like a very broken man, i wept over the people i lost. The disappointment that i was.
I just read that first post again and i was a broken person, i did end up getting help from an old friend but as it turned out they had there own motives which was terrible. I guess i got a lot stronger over time.
My life now isn,t perfect but i,m happily retired, i met a terrific lady and she loves this hobby as well, listen if you guys are still here and active, thanks for your encouragement, i found it hard to believe that any one would care enough to speak out and you did, you made a difference,
Thanks again Jim